__As I sit hear with tears in my eyes. I remember how I got them by listening to his lies.__I had met him on a web site where I write.  He was a distinguished and handsome looking man but looked very up tight. He had very nice gray hair, and skin the color of tan that both glowed in the light.

__He had silly glasses but I didn't care. Because I was really fascinated by his full head of hair. __Then one day I don't remember how we began flirting with each other. But before I knew it my heart was a flutter.

__He had silly glasses but I didn't care. Because I was really fascinated by his full head of hair. __Then one day I don't remember how we began flirting with each other. But before I knew it my heart was a flutter.

__He started out being a very nice and gentle man. But by the time we got to know each other we should have ran. __I tried to show him how much I really cared . But when I started liking him he told me not to because thats very rare.

__I also shared with him that one day I hoped we could become lovers._— And he said sure as long as we kept it undercover.__We would leave little notes to each other when we were on-line.__— And then the rest of the time we emailed each other and that was just fine.

 
 __Then one night in an email he sent to me, he mentioned the word called love. He's only said it once but I thanked God up above. Because I had fallen in love with him too. But the minute I told him that he said things to me that made me feel like a fool.__The first thing he did was deny that he ever told me he loved me.__— He said he would never tell me that because he likes to be free._— I even sent him a copy of the email where he said that he loved me._— And then he said so what about it, and then he said go climb a tree.

__So I'm sitting here today to decide what I can do. __To get myself going instead of singing the blue's.__You see the hardest part for me is I have to see him everyday. So it makes it really hard for the heartache to go away.