___As I woke up this morning to begin my day, I got my coffee, washed my face, and rubbed my eyes. When my my mind wandered back to Friday, and I realized that on that day there were twenty six new Angels sent into the sky. Then tears began to fill my eyes, with tears of such sorrow, I had to kneel down to pray. For the Families of all those Angels, then I felt really bad because I'm sorry is all I could find to say.
___As I sit and try to think of what to write, all I could do is feel the pain I'm sure these Families were feeling that night. As they gather together under the communities Candle lights. As they gather with the community, to hug, cry, and hold each other very tight. I cried so hard knowing they were only praying that their loved ones, would return that night.
___It has been five days now, since the Lord called home those, Twenty Six Angels to the sky. And I still wake up every morning, and begin to cry. Then I think to myself if this is effecting me this way. I cannot imagine the pain that these Families are still feeling today. I still am trying to think of, what I can do to take their pain away. Even if is only for one day. ___I told the Lord today, that when I think of last Friday I begin to scream and shout. Because at the end of that day I realized, Twenty Six Angels would not come out. From the walls, and halls of Sandy Hook Elemantary School. And then I thought to myself, who did I think I was that I could think of something to say to make them feel better, then I hung my head in shame and felt like a fool. Lord I asked, why do you sit back and allow these horrible things to happen, to our children as they sit in school. When he said to me free will, there is nothing that I could do. ___Oh Lord I cry, please tell me a way to make myself a tool to be used, by those Families who lost their most precious of family members. Because I just cannot recall what to do, because I cannot remember. What I used to do when I was younger to make the people around me feel better. What I use to try and do, is to make people laugh or, I would tell them that they should write a letter. I would ask them to write a letter, to their Angel that was called up to heaven. Because they could tell them how much they will miss them, and how much they loved them. Then I would tell them to go to the vigil that begins at seven. ___So to you Wonderful People of Newtown CT, who lost your greatest pride and joy. Your beautiful Children, and your wives I will not pretend nor be coy. To think that I could help to remove just one tear from your eyes. But one thing I want you to remember that your loved ones are promised. To be loved enough by God who now has Twenty Six more Angels with him in the sky. And hopefully that will make you feel better to know that they have been blessed. And will live their lives now in heaven filled with joy and happiness, and will no longer have to live here in this mess. May the Lord bless you and keep you tight in his loving hands. written by___Maria-Lyn___on this 19th day of December 2012___And dedicated to the Twenty Six New Angels in the Sky Amen